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Field Notes

A former tech 9-to-5-er's journey through the dark teatime of the soul to the sustainable future of work.

I lost my full-time job as an infrastructure engineer in January 2026. Since then I’ve been building software, helping local non-profits and small businesses untangle their technology, and day-trading options. (Besides doing shadow & soul work with my therapist, raising my kids, and going to Pilates classes (opens in a new tab).) There’s no deadline on any of it. Good things come when they come, and all I can do is keep putting in the work.

Field Notes is the story of how I’m doing it, and what I learn along the way. You’ll see what works and what doesn’t. I’ll share the tools I use, the systems I build, and the people I meet. Hopefully you’ll also see how I make it all into a sustainable business that supports my family and my community.

What you get

  • Content on building and selling small software & working for yourself
  • Stories from my life and learning. This one's a blank cheque I'm writing to myself to stay out of any pigeonholes.
  • Writing for adults with late-diagnosed ADHD, the ones who found out after 30, often through their kid. I’m one of them, and so is my older son. I’m building a peer coaching practice for that reader, and subscribers hear first when it opens.
  • How I’m healing, from more than one tradition: classic Jungian psychodynamics and psychoanalysis, somatic experiential practice and soul work, guided visualizations and journaling. The goals are to heal past wounds, disrupt generational trauma, and reparent myself. I write about it as I go.
  • The other interests, because they’re the same interest. I’m a musician and a producer; I trade options. I like a nice bike ride.
  • No schedule. If I settle into a rhythm, cool. But for now, I share when it's right.
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